Seriously need help, i feel like im numb, i cant cry, i cant trust anyone, loosing hope for life?

Its never too late to start fresh! Forget about the past, look forward towards the future! Im sure you are a very beautiful girl. Don't have suicidal thoughts either! Get out of bed and go for a walk in the fresh air. Don't think negatively either! Positive thinking is what gets people to recover and move on.